The longest I ever dated a specific man lasted 37 days.
It was 37 days of romance.
It ended abruptly.
From my perception-
He walked away from me while I was still talking.
He was done listening to me.
It’s rude for anyone to walk away from someone while the other person was still talking/communicating.
At that moment, he pushed the “1” last button in me I didn’t know I had.
Before I left the scene, I reacted to his “shutting me down” in communication with the final text that said-
“For the record, you walked away from me when I was still talking.”
I was done.
Because that wasn’t the first time he withdrew love & affection in a disagreement.
But this time, it was ridiculously unbelievable.
Nor did he care if I got home safely.
I called this…
It ended the relationship.
But why did I still have that 1 button to be pushed?
That’s my learning.
I appreciate his 99% of love, affection, & communication.
When the universe wants to take someone out of your life, it happens abruptly.
I had no choice but to let go.
I surrendered to healing.
I spent a day focusing on self-love.
I didn’t publish my weekly YouTube video.
I needed to take care of myself.
～ Love you more ❤️